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A Bit of Vulnerability

 It has occured to me that I am not personal or vulnerable. Of course you aren't going to read what I write🖉 because you have no motive to. You don't know me, so why should you take advice from me or even care? Well, I guess you deserve to know that much. If it wasn't already obvious I am a devout Christian girl who loves ♥ to write. This makes my work resonate with a limited audience (my friends) Besides that most people know I love to write but don't know the amount of dedication I put into my written works. I think that's why it has been so hard to be vulnerable because when I write it is me. Everything I've shaped and molded🍯 feels like a crumbly ashtray some second grader made in pottery class but it's my crumbly ashtray and so I share it and because people have standards and expectations they either look at it and put it on the drying rack or they say nice try do it again. I've been writing for 10 years since I was 11 and I haven't stopped. ...

Dear Friend -- here's how I look at life.

        Few things give me more joy than the simplicity and complexity of life. I love walking around and picking up dandelions, imagining myself as a tiny speck on a vast planet. That's all we are, really... tiny specks, like ants🐜 trying their hardest to do their best. We are like ants, and yet we matter. Our little tiny colony matters, and I matter. I love watching lightning🗲 crash to the floor in a vast sprawling web of electric charge. I find it beautiful and glorious to watch snails🐌 walk, leaving a trail of slime. Everything we touch is made up of atoms and molecules. The joy we get is a result of neurons and dopamine flowing through our brain🧠 and inside the rest of us at a complex unfathomable speed.  Isn't it crazy that we can have qualities similar to our parents and yet look and act like completely different people? Somehow I'm 50% my mom and 50% my dad, yet 100% me. A completely different person. Isn't it incredible that we are at the perf...